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Inspired by Time


"Time has been transformed, and we have changed; it has advanced and set us in motion; it has unveiled its face, inspiring us with bewilderment and exhilaration."


I was aiming for the sky
Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I'm not sure who I'm afraid of. Sometimes I'm afraid of people loading me with too much to handle. I of course mean friends and family that I care for, I thought I would continue the theme of friends and family.

This summer a huge weight was lifted off me. I felt like that lesbian girl who no one expects to be lesbian and who can't really tell anyone she is, but oh god she wants to because she doesn't want to pretend. Except I'm not a lesbian. My hidden traits have nothing to do with sexuality... okay well, maybe slightly, but not with sexual orientation anyway.
This summer I had a very very long conversation/discussion with a childhood friend of mine that lasted until the dawning hours of morning. I've been seeing her once a year for the past 6 years, which is when I moved out of Finland. This time however, I've seen her roughly every 3 days. In the midst of piercing my ear, watching L.A ink, having her brother run through the room every 2 hours to roll cigarettes and eating tofu, we talked about our opinions on everything ranging from sex to school to religion to space to vegetarianism to marriage to drugs to babies to vedic prayer to everything we could think about.
What felt so great is that for once I could talk about my opinion, my true and honest to Leo Da Vinci opinion (because saying god wouldn't really have any meaning...). This time no one told me I'm stupid, we discussed and well mostly we agreed and expanded our horizons and opinions (we are very similar minded people, that being: more open than a 32 year old Dutch hooker's vagina).

I'm not going to say I've been lying to certain people about my opinion. I haven't, they know the direction of my opinions but are unfortunately, sorely mistaken of the extent they go to.
And some, if they were to know, would probably not speak to me any more. Although that's not fair considering I still speak to them regardless of the fact that our opinions and beliefs crash as much as the policies of Bush and Obama. Not that I'm comparing them to Bush.
Anyway...


Kristiina

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